Next Month It’s My Birthday

~ Frank Solanki

I have counted every day
Ever since you left our way
Four hundred and forty four today
Next month it’s my birthday
The second without you
…
It is harder to keep sane
With the growing aches and pains
But who am I to complain?
Next month it’s my birthday
The second without you
…
There are so many things to do
So many mountains to get through
How I wish you were here too!
Next month it’s my birthday
My second without you

Published by Frank Solanki

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17 thoughts on “Next Month It’s My Birthday”

  2. Very sad. Although we will always have a special place in our hearts reserved for those we love, make sure and keep the gate unlocked.

    My birthday is 09/04. After battling amnesia and finally learning who I am through hypnotherapy, it’s like I have a chance at freedom now. Although I’ll never be as young as I was when the enticing event occurred, it’s always better later than never.

    It’s clear you had a very special bond. I cannot say that about anyone—I don’t even know what romantic love is, and I’m over 50. And from what I see in the world, my emotions and trust are tainted. In this regard, I’m envious of you , for I’ll never have the opportunity you’ve had to love. Congratulations!! You’ve experienced something very special.

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  6. So touching!
    “How I wish you were here too…
    My second without you.”
    I wonder who, I also wonder why.
    You have even counted the days!
    Separations hurt, especially because it’s often not our choice.
    There’s always a hope of meeting to part no more.
    Lovely post!

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  7. Knowing you and your writing Frank, this is not an autobiographical piece, but it could well be. Its a good piece. Love the repetition of the last two lines, It really works to confirm the grief.
    Dave

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