I Still Believe

I still believe

Everything I heard

Every soft whisper

Every spoken word

I still remember

Every promise made

Every time that I

Watched it fade

I still recall

Every memory

Precious and painful

Of you and me

I still love

Everything you do

Everything you are

Everything that’s you

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I Ain’t Fit

All the gifts

That you want—

I can’t afford to buy

I ain’t fit

I ain’t fit

I ain’t fit to be your guy

A thousand flaws

You can find

In the blink of an eye

I ain’t fit

I ain’t fit

I ain’t fit to be your guy

All the hurt

That I’ve brought

Have caused your eyes to cry

I ain’t fit

I ain’t fit

I ain’t fit to be your guy

Your company

I will never

Be able to justify

I ain’t fit

I ain’t fit

I ain’t fit to be your guy

You are right

When you say

“You might as well die.”

I ain’t fit

I ain’t fit

I ain’t fit to be your guy

Will That Rain Ever Come Back?

Will that rain ever come back

When you and I were together?

Will that rain ever come back?

That cursed, perfect weather?

Will that rain ever come back

When nature was at her best?

When you put your hand in my hand

And your head upon my chest?

Will that rain ever come back?

Those soft and gentle drops?

When time stood still for eternity

And the world was put to stops?

Will that rain ever come back

And clean me off my dirt?

Wash my sins and evil deeds

Wash away my pain and hurt?

Will that rain ever come back

When my world was just me and you?

Will that rain ever come back?

No, I don’t think so too

Abyss

I lost my happiness

Lost my peace of mind

My appetite, my self-control

All was left behind

My self-respect was shattered

My ego was badly bruised

Innocence had gone missing

I was alone and confused

Darkness surrounded me except

For a little light from above

When I went diving, falling

Into the abyss called love

That light was all I needed

To help me dig a bit further

There I found a treasure chest

Belonging to no other

I opened the dusty treasure chest

And I was glad to find

My missing piece of happiness

My missing peace of mind

I also repaired my self-respect

My ego was at its best

Innocence was also retrieved

With the gems from the chest

Then I came to realise

That this bottomless pit

Is not as bad as it seems

If you do not quit

I Wonder How Far You Have Gone

I wonder how far you have gone

Wonder if I scratch your mind

From the night till early dawn

I’m clutching at left-behinds

I wish that you could see me here

See me, and how much I’ve changed

I begged for a get-together

The stars won’t have it arranged

I will keep my pockets empty

Bide away my sleepless nights

Let the stars come then comfort me

I’ll take shelter in their lights

Let Hope Rain From The Skies

I am lonely. I am broken

With every lie that there is spoken

Now my life is full of lies

Let hope rain now from the skies

Every mistake I’ve ever made

Every friend that I’ve betrayed

Have come to haunt in guise

Let hope rain now from the skies

I am hurting. I am bleeding

Every step of mine’s misleading

Every night my old heart cries

Let hope rain now from the skies

The road to freedom seems so long

Every choice I make is wrong

Getting closer to my demise

Let hope rain now from the skies

I am scarred and I am burning

Every pain I’ve known is returning

Is it time to say goodbyes?

Let hope rain now from the skies