A Prolific Poet

I read about a poet who

Wrote thousands of poems in his life

I wonder how he did it

Didn’t he marry, have kids and wife?

Why Must I Be Like This?

Why must I be like this?

There must be a better way

A better person I can be

A better role I can play

Why must I be like this —

Different, unlike and weird?

Some they call me special

But so often I’ve been jeered

Why must I be like this —

Separated from the rest?

All the folks they have much fun

Am I missing life’s best?

I’ve never really envied them

They have their lives and I; mine

They may be happy or whatever

But I am just about fine

I have my friends albeit few

I have my reasons albeit new

I owe nothing to them or you

I’ve had never much to rue

Why must I be like this?

Well, this is the rightful way

A better person I can be

In this very role I play

When Nobody Loves Me

When nobody loves me

I simply cry and weep

I feel mighty tired

But I can’t fall asleep

When nobody loves me

I feel insecure

To banish all my thoughts

Is there any cure?

When nobody loves me

There’s just Me and I

Myself then joins the glumness

We decide to die

When nobody loves me

All the meaning’s lost

Death sends an invite

For a petty cost

When nobody loves me

I tie myself a noose

I am just a step away

From all pain and abuse

When nobody loves me

I just close my eyes

Say my final prayers and

Think of all the lies

Think about the fairytales

Eros and happy endings

That all the emotions are

Merely someone’s lendings

That love is a giant pie

And each will get a bite

Some may get a large chunk

Others will get a slight

The idea makes me laugh

To see everyone so starved

That’s how the world was formed

But not how I was carved

When nobody loves me

I stop giving a care

Unbothered with anyone

Anytime, anywhere

When nobody loves me

I don’t listen to what they say

This world may not be for me

But I am here to stay

When nobody loves me

Unbound by their chains

I love myself a little

That love ever remains

A Great Alliance

The concept of friendship has been overused

Tales of great alliance just leave me bemused

I only ever had myself from end to end

That is all I ever needed for a friend

A Poem Is Not A Reflection

A poem is not a reflection

Of the poet or his thinking

The poet, while, is a shadow

Of the poem that he’s drinking

He is merely a medium

Between the poem and the page

To flung the doors wide open

Of the concealed cage

Trouble Is My Family

Darkness is my brother

Evil is my sis

Sadness is my mother

Dad’s antonym of bliss

Trouble, trouble, trouble

Trouble is my family

Despair is my nephew

Wicked is my wife

Guess what’re my children?

The antonym of life

Trouble, trouble, trouble

Trouble is my family

Trouble is my second name

Trouble is my house

Trouble is my pet tortoise

The cat and the mouse

Trouble, trouble, trouble

Trouble is my family

I Wanna Lock My Heart Away

I wanna lock my heart away

Never ever let her out

This world is just too evil

As my heart’s just found out

I wanna firmly lock the door

Throw away the key

Shut all the windows

In darkness, she would be

I’ll let her out if only

This world would see a change

But that doesn’t look so likely

So she will there remain

A Child Of His

I saw the summer lose her warmth

I saw the winter raise her head

All the flowers lost their charm

All the trees — they looked so dead

And I didn’t know why

I heard the angels shivering

While the heavens were trembling

The nasty wounds within myself —

Those echoes were resembling

And I didn’t know why

I caught the Devil and I asked him

“I am just a child of His

Spare me or kill me

But don’t leave me hanging like this.”

The winds whispered soft’ to me

About the blood they carried free

All through her lamentations

Not a word came back to me

And I didn’t know why

So I set off, I walked the earth

Rising above the frozen dirt

I kept the secrets to myself

Of my pain, my grief, my hurt

And I didn’t know why

There Is Evil Watching Me

There is evil watching me

There is evil following me

Like a shadow of the day

Asking me to go astray

Evil greets me in the night

When I can’t put up a fight

All the good is left behind

When the dark evokes my mind

The light of the next day sun

Brings me to where I’d begun

I curse the Devil and his name

I don’t know if I’m the same

Unsame

For every man who pleasures
There is a man who pains
For every man who loses
There is a man who gains
Yet all of them they pray
Pray in the good Lord’s name
Yet he treats us different
Yet he treats us unsame