Rich and rich as I may be
I’m troubled by my memory
Yes those memories with thoughts
They tie my heart up in knots
Those thoughts are always full of you
Choke my veins through and through
You and all the things of past
Cut my breath and lungs apart
You’re in my head when I try to sleep
The reason why I wake and weep
For soon as you come to mind again
I’m reminded of this constant pain
All this pain I cannot hold
I’m a broken man with lots of gold
Rich and rich as I may be
I cannot erase my memory
Category: Heartbreak
Now That She Has Gone
Give me Loneliness for company
Give me strangers for friendship
Give me a heart that I once owned
Diseases to fill it with
Now that I am alone
Now that she has gone
Give me walls that can whisper
Give me a roof, a cracking roof
Give me a floor full of rodents
A hallucination proof
Now that I am alone
Now that she has gone
I can’t stand on my feet
I can’t stand my chattering teeth
I can’t stand on my own
Now that she has gone
Give me darkness for days
Give me anxiety for nights
Give me ignorance for life
Now that she has gone
Now that she has gone
Tomorrow When I Wake Up
Tomorrow when I wake up
I’m gonna need a shake-up
Cause I’ve had a little break-up
And there’s nothing I wanna take up
O’ Love
Well my soul will need some cleaning
Now that life has lost its meaning
When all I needed was a little love
And a shoulder for some leaning
O’ Love
O’ Love, look what you’ve made me do
Is there a hope that I can borrow
When I’m drowning in my sorrow?
Just a little light and a little smile
Should get me by tomorrow
Now there’s no reverting
To the state where I was flirting
When the pain is reasserting
Only to leave my heart more hurting
This is the end of my dreaming
I’ll sleep after screaming
That the sun has disappeared
And the moon has now stopped gleaming
O’ Love
O’ Love, look what you’ve made of me
O’ Love
O’ Love, is there no hope for me?
O’ Love
O’ Love
Love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love
Nine
I’m in love with an angel —
The girl who sits next to me
All my friends call it crushing
But it does seem love to me
When she steps in the classroom
My eyes are fixed on her
Just her presence makes me
Think I could live forever
All this feels so fine
To fall in love when you’re nine
…
In the classroom I do
Stupid and crazy stunts
Though it may seem foolish
It’s worth her every attention
They all call me crazy
They don’t know how I feel
I feel no thirst, no hunger
Having skipped my meal
Oh it feels so fine
To fall in love when you’re nine
…
At home I’m always dreaming
With her face in my head
Whether I’m watching tv
Or lying straight on my bed
My homework’s always pending
But I could hardly care
Just the mention of her
Brings home the sweetest air
All this feels so fine
I can’t wait to make her mine
…
Today I felt different
On my way to school
Later I found out that she
Had moved and it wasn’t cool
She left me with no message
No contact and no sign
Now there’s nothing that I
Want to make it mine
No, it doesn’t feel fine
To have your heart broken when you’re nine
If You Were A Heart
If you were a heart
I would be a beat
If you were a star
I would be the heat
If you were a damsel
I would be a knight
If you were a candle
I would be the light
Whatever you may be
I would be one too
You’re not into me
So I’m not into you
I Wanna Lock My Heart Away
I wanna lock my heart away
Never ever let her out
This world is just too evil
As my heart’s just found out
…
I wanna firmly lock the door
Throw away the key
Shut all the windows
In darkness, she would be
…
I’ll let her out if only
This world would see a change
But that doesn’t look so likely
So she will there remain
Thank You For Nothing
Thank you for teaching me
How to break a heart
How to kill the feelings inside
How to let go
Thank you for teaching me
That love could be temporary
That love could be impure
That love could be fake
Thank you for showing me
How to make false promises
How to lie to a loved one’s face
How to ignore someone
Thank you for proving
That I am stupid
That I am crazy
That I am weak
Thank you
Thank you
Thank you
Thank you for everything
Thank you for nothing
A Dead Man Living
I cried myself to sleep
Knowing we’re apart
I woke up in the morning
With a hole in my heart
You are so close to me
Yet you are so far
I wish I could make good
The way that things are
The thoughts in my head are unforgiving
I’m nothing more than a dead man living
…
I have promised myself
That I will learn to let go
I will try to hold on
To all the things that I know
Sometimes I feel that
Everything’s alright
But I am only kidding
Myself in the night
I am in a state of constant seething
I’m nothing more than a dead man breathing
…
Should I run back to you?
Should I be running away?
If I change myself would
Fortune turn my way?
One moment I’m hopeful
The next I just quit
I’m fearing every step
Yet I’m scared to admit
The hours and days I just spend grieving
I’m nothing more than a dead man living
…
Well here is a warning
To all the boys and the girls
Love may seem pleasing
But it’s a terrible curse
The more that you love
The more you are hurt
It will clip all your wings
It will grind you to dirt
The angels can be quite unforgiving
I’m nothing more than a dead man living
A Love That Never Was
You made me climb a mountain
You made me swim a sea
I ran a hundred miles
For a love that never was
…
You pushed me off a cliff
Down a desolate ditch
With a love that never was
…
You took over my body
My heart and every limb
Left me empty and stranded
Like a love that never was
…
You bled me till I could bleed no more
You played me till I could no longer be played
Now love seems like an unjust cause
Because of a love that never was
Stay
Why do you believe
Everything that I say?
When I asked you to leave
I wanted you to stay
