Little Johnny hated little Ross Mean bully and very gross One day when he demanded lunch Or be dealt a vicious punch Johnny offered him a deal An orange balloon from Brazil Greedily he grabbed the balloon And off he went flying to the moon
It was spring when she gave birth to her children Colour and splendour in her lap, joy abound They grew up fast; green and glowing Blessed by the rays of the star When the time was right, she told them a story A tale about a hideous monster who robs the world of its hues Turning it white and cold
“He is not alone,” she said “Monsters have companions too Before the coward makes an appearance His wife sucks all the little souls Staining the world with her nails, yellow and red Until they wither and fall She’s the one who took your brothers And sisters who came before you I have witnessed so many children of mine Turn pale before my eyes And perish at my feet Little fragments of my self swept away for ever
“Then the monster creeps in Slowly, stealthily The winds carry his odour To warn me of what is to come I prepare for the harsh battle I can never let him win When he comes to face me I stand firm against him He applies all his artillery and force For days and days on end Despite every blow of his I bow not to his might Often wounded, but never vanquished
“I’ve turned frail and old now But hope springs eternal within me Promise me, my children You will be ready You will not leave my side Together we will trounce him and his companion I may not bear more losses.”
It’s okay You don’t need to be nice to me Or write long texts Or call me a dozen times It’s okay I don’t need your calls I don’t wanna read your texts I don’t want your apologies It’s okay It really is
I’m glad the truth has arrived I’m glad the illusion is shattered I’m glad I’m on my way I’m glad It’s okay
I stopped feeling you A long time ago But I could never quite put my finger on the reason I stopped loving you A long time ago I didn’t know why but perhaps the heart knows better It’s okay It really is
Take your gifts with you Take your memories back I never came with any I’ll be leaving with none It’s okay
It’s okay It’s okay It was okay when you were here It’s okay now that you’re gone It’s okay It really is
Don’t talk of love Don’t talk of promises Don’t talk of hearts Don’t talk ‘Cause everything is broken And it’s going to take a long time To find a person to repair it Only this time I’m not sure I want one I should learn to heal by myself ‘Cause there’s nobody left to trust I’m not sure if I can even trust myself But it’s okay It really is
We wake up early Pack our bags Turn the key And leave
From one destination to another From one memory to another From one day to another
We breathe the air of a new city Smell the aroma of exotic cuisines Taste the salt that defines a place Take in the shore tugging the skyline Walk barefeet upon endless sands Climb a ladder to the heavens Overwhelming our senses With adrenaline
As time passes And days turn to years As the body weakens And the senses are lost One thing remains Locked inside our heart: Nostalgia Nothing can take it away from us It is ours And ours alone
My heart aches A shiver runs through me Every time I hold you For I fear that it may Be the last time That I am holding you In my arms
It is irrational It most certainly is But how do I explain to my senses Who have experienced nothing But loss and pain That sometimes something Is meant to be?
How do I come up With an explanation To tell my body To let go of the grieving That it is time to move on Start afresh and Open the doors to A bright sunshine?
The more I delay The worse it gets This false comfort is a curse It haunts me to know How I am keeping love at bay Every day of my life When I should be Embracing it with all my affections
I know better Yet I cannot summon the courage To act better The traumas of yester-years are Etched deep in my soul They caution me at every move They warn me at every step I, foolishly, yield to them Telling myself that the next time I shall be wiser Instead of being a slave to their whims Yet that tomorrow never comes
They are not wrong either They are here to protect me When I say I am hurting Who is in fact hurting? It is my senses It is them They undergo the trauma They get wounded They have to do the healing How can I blame them for trying to protect themselves? Do I call them selfish? Isn’t that what we all do? Brave are those who can overcome these obstacles And face life as it comes Me? I am weak Or in other words, my senses are
So yes, my heart aches A shiver runs through me Every time I hold you In my arms For I fear that it may Be the last time That I am holding you In my arms
That day really couldn’t come too soon When humans start to colonize the moon That should bring the estate prices down So I could buy a decent house in town