To Be A Better Man

It’s not that I haven’t told you
It’s not that you don’t know
But I know you’d like to
Hear me say it once more
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I’m sorry for what I’ve done
For the way that I treated you
That made you feel alone

I gave in to the monsters
Living inside my head
I nutured them far too long
When I should have cared for you instead
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I’m sorry for what I’ve done
I should have seen my errors
Before the chance was gone

Can I just take this moment
To make you understand?
Can I just take this moment
To hold your hand in my hand
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I’m sorry for who I am
If you would forgive me
I promise to be a better man

Meet Me At The Station

I’m swallowing my pain because I
Think it’s better to do that than
Smashing plates on the floor
I’m walking out quietly because I
Think it’s a more mature way of
Dealing with arguments than
Running an axe through the walls
Of the house we built together
But hey it’s just me and my useless opinion
You know I could be wrong
But hey can’t you see at least I’m not crazy

Meet me at the station
I’ll be waiting for a train
That takes me far away from here
Meet me at the station
I’ll be waiting

Who would have thought that it would be
So ugly and filthy?
Who would have thought that it would seem
Like we’re just beginning
To understand each other
Every scream, every insult, every abuse
Chips a piece off of our masks

Meet me at the station
I’ll be waiting for a train
That takes me far away from here
A couple of tickets lie in the pocket
Of my shirt that you ripped this morning
Meet me at the station
I’ll be waiting

Perhaps it’s the place that fills our heads
With toxic thought and endless distress
One wonders what it would be like
To live in a better place
Where happiness comes your way every day
Where music lights the house
Where birds float outside the window
Where flowers bring fragrance to the door
One wonders
Hard and long

Meet me at the station
I’ll be waiting for a train
That takes us far away from here
We can board it together
Leave this mess behind
Don’t worry about it
We can start anew
Meet me at the station
I’ll be waiting

Love Is A Thunderbolt

It originates in the heavens
In the palm of a deity
Vibrant, electrifying
Bubbling with incredible energy

When it strikes
It is no ordinary event
It changes you completely
You are not the same person anymore

It sends shivers down your spine
Raises your hair on ends
Grabs a hold of all your emotions
Dumps them in one basket

It is frightening, terrifying
Yet equally majestic and captivating
It is deadly and powerful
Yet commonplace and beautiful

Her Smile Is A Trip To Heavens

Her smile is a trip to heavens
Her laugh is paradise
Puts angels at sixes and sevens
The magic in her eyes

When She Steps In Through The Door

Without her around
The house is grim, dark and lonely
Completely silent save for only
The heavy breaths emanating from my chest
It’s like the cold hands of sorrow
With no choice but to borrow
Desolation on some wicked curse’s behest
Have come to settle in this nest

When she steps in through the door
A surge of light carrying madness
Bursts and drives away the sadness
Filling the house with smiles, laughter and song
What was once a haunted dome
Has transformed into a lovely home
With flowers of joy planted where they belong
Nothing then could ever go wrong

Love Is A Cat

My Heart Is A Guitar

Which you cradle
In your hand
When you pull
The strings with
Your soft fingers
The melody fills
The atmosphere

Gently the music
Ignites the romance
Within your soul
Bringing out the
Hidden affections
That you no longer
Can control

The sun rises
The sun sets
We care not for
Its irresolution
When we become
Complete and one
We revel in our
Magnificence

Love Is A Dishevelled House

Where smelly socks sit on the bed
On the floor’s an intricate trail
Of wrappers and crumbs of bread

Wet towels lie on the ebony couch
Flies zip around the sordid walls
On the formerly white pillow covers
Food stains establish their stalls

Red ants greet you in the morning
Wish you the best with a sting
They sit down on the dinner table
Next to you in the evening

Fresh air is on a suicide mission
When it happens to infiltrate
The interiors of the house only
To gasp, choke and suffocate

You tidy your hair with your hand
When you fail to locate your comb
You look around and heave a sigh
For the place you declare a home

Despite the drudgery and filth you
Know there is no exit door
If there was one, you’d likely axe it
This is all you want and more

45,000

45,000
Can pay your fees
45,000
Can fulfil your dreams
45,000
To live with ease
45,000
Oh God please
45,000
Lend me a loan
45,000
Worth more than my home
45,000
To beg or steal
45,000
Willing to kill
45,000
Don’t you cry
45,000
Mummy will try
45,000
I’ll sell my soul
45,000
I love you so
45,000
To pay your fees
45,000
Oh what is this?
45,000
For a road accident
45,000
This life be damned

Love Is A High-Hanging Fruit

Of a tree strong and mighty
Jump, jump, jump all you want
It always seems beyond your reach

Despair not, my friend
For it is a test
Of your willingness and commitment
Good things only come to those
Who persevere

Sure, you may give up on it
Turn your tail the other way
And remark – It must be sour

You are wrong if you think so
I am here to tell you that
No fruit of that tree is sour
Every slice of that ripened seed
Is worth savouring
Over and over again

If you plan to give up on it
Know this, my friend
You are giving up on
The greatest pleasure of your life
Nothing that you ever achieve
Nothing that you ever experience
Nothing that you ever taste
Will come remotely close

So buckle up and try harder
For if you truly give it a go
Either a ladder will magically appear
Or the branches will stoop just enough for you