I am a murderer
But what am I to do?
My heart had powers
To love and be loved too
But things never stay
The way you want them to
Everything fades away
But pain follows you
I took the dreaded step
Smothered the red beast
Do I regret it now?
No, not in the least
I changed my hat
I moved further east
Sometimes I am haunted
By ghosts of deceased
You know who I am
I’m free from the pain
You know who I am
Swimming in the stains
I am a ghost
I can’t complain
I am a ghost
Ever and again
Category: Heartbreak
Dejected
It Must Be My Fault
It’s Okay
It’s okay
You don’t need to be nice to me
Or write long texts
Or call me a dozen times
It’s okay
I don’t need your calls
I don’t wanna read your texts
I don’t want your apologies
It’s okay
It really is
I’m glad the truth has arrived
I’m glad the illusion is shattered
I’m glad I’m on my way
I’m glad
It’s okay
I stopped feeling you
A long time ago
But I could never quite put my finger on the reason
I stopped loving you
A long time ago
I didn’t know why but perhaps the heart knows better
It’s okay
It really is
Take your gifts with you
Take your memories back
I never came with any
I’ll be leaving with none
It’s okay
It’s okay
It’s okay
It was okay when you were here
It’s okay now that you’re gone
It’s okay
It really is
Don’t talk of love
Don’t talk of promises
Don’t talk of hearts
Don’t talk
‘Cause everything is broken
And it’s going to take a long time
To find a person to repair it
Only this time I’m not sure I want one
I should learn to heal by myself
‘Cause there’s nobody left to trust
I’m not sure if I can even trust myself
But it’s okay
It really is
I’m Not Alright For You
Hey
Wait
I came here just to say
That now I understand
I’m not alright for you
I’m not alright for you
Hey
But you know how these things work
They never work themselves out
You gotta roll your sleeves
And pour your heart out
It hurts me now to say
I’m not alright for you
I’m not alright for you
Hey
It’s making my heart ache
Like it hasn’t in a million years
I’m choking, gasping, suffocating
Crying, sighing, hesitating
But I need to speak this out
I’m not alright for you
I’m not alright for you
Hey
I know that I can change
I also know it’s too late
I’ve walked down a rough, dark road
I’ve walked it all alone
And it’s not alright to me
That I’m not alright for you
Hey
Hear what I’ve to say
I lost control of my senses
Now I’m chasing after them
But they don’t want me as a friend
They’d rather be homeless
Than live with me here
In this awful prison
It never was so clear
I’m not alright for you
I’m not alright for you
Hey
Hey
Say something to me
Go your own way if you must
But leave behind a trail
So that I will always know
How and where to find you
When I do become
A man worthy of your love
When I no longer need
To say it once again
I’m not alright for you
I’m not alright for you
Why, Heart, Why?
Tired Of Love
Molded
I gave my body a shape
Molded it into something different
For your sake
It was perfect when you were
Here with me all the time
Like two pieces of jigsaw
We intertwined
And laughed the seasons
Away with locked arms
Now I see myself as crooked
And that’s how the others
See me too; they laugh and
Tell me that I have been
Twisted and deceived
Made to become
Something I wasn’t
It is true what they say, isn’t it?
I am no longer
The missing piece of jigsaw
I am not even
Part of the puzzle
I find it difficult
To straighten my back
My body is deformed beyond recognition
It is not how I used to be
It is me, yet it is not
Like You Used To
If you hold me
Like you used to
Then these thorns and rain will go away
Hear my story
Like you used to
When the night has taken out the day
With the rain falling outside
I’m trapped in my own home
Trying to escape the thoughts
Only brings me closer to them
I’m worried
I’m uneasy
As I watch the flowers wilt for want of air
If you hold me
Like you used to
Then these thorns and rain will go away
Hear my story
Like you used to
When the night has taken out the day
My eyes witness melancholy
My soul shoulders the blame
All I have is the distance
Where one day a bridge shall stand
I’m thinking
I’m hungry
My body will take no other nourishment
If you hold me
Like you used to
Then these thorns and rain will go away
Hear my story
Like you used to
When the night has taken out the day
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Time came to pass
Swiftly, cruelly
Leaving no sounvenirs in my hand
We didn’t even say goodbye
We just waved
Frank Solanki 