I Have A Fear

I have a fear

That things are going to end

That dreams will never be fulfilled

That plans will remain incomplete

I have a fear

That places will never be seen

That things will never be spoken

That relationships will never be mended

I have a fear

That potential will be wasted

That no mark will be left

That no good will be remembered

I have a fear

That there is an escape route

But no efforts will ever be put

That fate was accepted without toil

I have a fear

That Death will overtake

That Death will overcome

That Death will overrule


Game Over!

The more I live, the more I believe

That we are all part of a videogame

That there are levels some of us may never reach

Hidden areas and secrets, unknown powers and potentials — things we may never know

That God holds the joystick and controls everything

That we are mere characters for amusement

And all we have is one life

I Hear The Clock Ticking Away

I hear the clock there ticking away

Every night and every day

Every moment that passes me by

Brings me truth — I can’t deny

Inching closer to a big wall

With a door to allow us all

Entrance in the fire’s mouth

Where we’re all heading south

One by one they’ll call our name

The cruel Death and his dame

With laughter rising in the air

And fear sets the atmosphere

All these thoughts are scary, aren’t they?

The clock keeps ticking away

I guess my head just needs some sleep

To axe these thoughts — they’re buried deep

You Didn’t Want Me

You wanted my money, honey

You wanted my fame, dame

You wanted everything that I had

But you didn’t want me

You wanted gifts and presents

Every expensive accessory

All the things that cash could buy

But you didn’t want me

You wanted love and care

But never showed any in return

Love could never be unfair

Love was supposed to be fun

Now I look back upon

The time we spent together

Wonder what a fool I

Had been all these years

You wanted everything that I could give

But not everything that I was

You didn’t want me

So I didn’t want you